One more time, that’s what I want, which is what just about every other sailor worth his or her salt wants, just one more good sail. One more chance to feel that wonderful, uplifting, unrelenting magic of buoyancy, the wind in one’s face, that is the same as the wind that fills the sails, moves the boat and the crew forward, that is made from the same life-giving substance that we breath in and out, tens of thousands of times every day. It pushes us always forward and is apart of the great wind that is the breath of our planet. The same wind that drives the oceans, makes the waves and pushes the major currents that circulate around our planet.
My older brother and I sailing out
of Pokai Bay Oahu about 1961
One more time, one more chance to work, play, laugh and thrill with fellow sailors, brothers and sisters, all children of the watery world. To go up and down together, get splashed in the face and grow callouses on our hands together. To sail on, watch upon watch. To sleep when another is watching and then to stand your own watch and maintain vigilance while the other rest. One more chance to gaze mindlessly out over the endless row-upon-row of blue waves out to the invisible line which is the horizon and above that into the sky-blue-sky that is so often filled with and infinite variety of gossamer clouds.
Once more, or has the last time, been my last time of doing anything such as rock climbing, I probably won't be doing that again:
Twilight Zone the Gunks
...tree climbing, it could happen, biking, yes again, backpacking, I hope to again, cross country skiing, could go either way, building a house, doubtful but you never know, hitchhiking to Canada, that’s history, kayaking decidedly yes again, stand up paddle boarding, I’m just getting started on that. “Little deaths”, that’s what a friend calls it when you have to give up doing something you love. Usually because of age related issues. But for me, I knew it in my soul, that I still had some sailing in front of me, enabled by the generosity of other sailboat owners, but I had fully accepted that boat ownership, with all it's rich rewards, cost and hard work involved, was squarely in the past for me. That was until my wife, Beverly set her heart on cruising. She can be a very determined woman and it doesn’t take much effort, even on a bad day, to convince me to get a boat.
I’ve been sailing since I was a wee lad; both US coasts, Atlantic & Pacific, Hawaii & Bermuda too. I’ve sailed in and out of three different Newports (RI, CA & OR), two Portlands (MA & OR) Boston, New York, San Diego, LA, San Francisco, Seattle and Vancouver. I’ve cruised from the Canadian Boarder all the way down to the Grenadines in the Caribbean and the whole of the East Coast in-between plus Central America. Besides a bunch of bla bla bla, it’s a whole lot of water under my transom and a big boat load of memories of many amazing and wonderful sails. You tend to forget the awful ones, of those fortunately there were few.
I’ve skippered or crewed a Sabot, Sail Fish, Moth, Lido, Capri, Enterprise, Force Five, Flying Junior, Windmill, Rebel, Thistle, Flying Dutchmen, Corsair Sprint, Champion, S2, Knockabout, Soling, Satalina 27, International 210, Dragon, Pearson 34, Sabre 37, Formosa Ketch, CSY 44, Luders 44 yawl:
a Beneteau 500 and the tall ship Rose now named the HMS Surprise:
I’ve also owned two 5o5s, an F 31 trimaran:
a Dean 400 catamaran:
a Sabre 42:
and now a now Malo a C&C 37/40:
They were all good boats, of course some better and/or more memorable then others and they are all, somehow, indelibly burnt into my now, very forgetful memory.
Boats seem to come and go in my life but what has remained constant is my love of sailing and for that one must, by necessity, have at least access if not out right ownership of a boat. In the autumn of my life I can't but wonder how cruising under sail will be with this old body. When I was young I use to be able to climb a mast by myself. Later but still many years ago, when I sailed with Beverly I couldn't do that but she could hoist me up using the genoa winche which she can no longer do but we've figured out that if we combine what little strength we have left by her cranking on a winche and me climbing with ascenders I can still get it up (oh, eer, ahhh) I mean that I can still get up it.